I met a boy, and showed me a love story completely different of what i thought. Before we had ''something'' I was afraid to love him and he always said that I didn't have reasons to be afraid, that he won't never hurt me, that he was different to the other men... and you know what!?, I believed him like an asshole, damn!... At first time, my heart was broken, that was 4 or 5 days ago, but now I feel so good, seriously I don't know how, maybe because I realized is not good holding on to what causes me pain, that will destroy who I am.
Yesterday I started to think, why I always make the same mistake all over again?, then came to my mind: ''because you are just a dreamy girl'' and that's SO true, because I'm always dreaming about the day when I'll find a man who will love me for who I am, not for what I look like. Who will love me for mind, body and soul. Someone who will understand me and respect myself. That's all I really wish to complete my happiness.
It's always comes a time in my life, where I think my world is falling apart, I always try to put a smile on my face when I feel like crying, but sometimes is so impossible, sometimes I can't control my emotions, sometimes I just feel like dying but then I reflect that life's just one and it's necessary to enjoy it while last, because everything will stay in the past...
P.S: never give up, never regrets, because everything happens for a reason and everything will be ok. =]♥
Quotes to reflect:
If he was stupid enough to walk away
be smart enough to let him go.
Falling in love is like falling off a
building it doesn't hurt till the end.
Only someone who has cried a great deal understands
why someone else wants to stop the tears.
No man is ever worth your tears,
and the one who is will never make you cry.
Xoxo, Jadita♥ (k)